So today is my birthday, an my grandma gave me the most beautiful dress- its floor length, olive, with amazing detail work in the bodice. It is a size 8. Seeing as Im a size 6, I feared it would be too big and I got a little sad. Unfortunately it got worse. While yes the dress does not fit properly, it is not because the dress is too big; it is because I am. The dress wont zip. I was hoping that on my birthday I would allow myself to eat something but I cant even look at food anymore. I cant stop crying. I hate being this fat.